Where strength no longer existed to grasp for things that had no design of ever reaching back, nor the energy to fight for all that insisted on pulling away, was where my heart found her true voice, and where love was meant to remain. My heart had to discover that love had to flow from within, rather than allow her breath to exist from another. I could no longer depend on my survival through the opinion of men I thought could love me without constraints; that kind of love nearly took me near death. Once I began to cut my losses and stand on my own, room opened up with an endless flow of magical moments I had previously envisioned in my mind, while writing them down behind closed doors that s
We must suffocate the echoes of chaos in order to breathe the whispers of calm. Even die a death of vain to inherit our greatest claim. As the road paved with glitter and gold can be designed by fools, we must take to higher ground to elevate above the ruin. While at times we seek for approval through the upheaval of our past, and add up to the notion that 'forever' doesn't necessarily last. All we can do is learn to let go without the fear to begin again, while keeping and open heart and mind. For, in the end, love will always win.
As the world outside of me explodes into disorientation, I like to take solace in higher ground. It is visions like this that awaken me to a power that is bigger than myself. A power that guides me to seek within and to not get caught up in the stress and negativity of things that are completely out of my control. As each new day arises, clarity guides my purpose and I keep moving forward into the direction of my truth. I only feed my soul with things that are going to nourish my growth and lift me higher.
